day #46 only 319 more to go...

Well, I'm out of the 20's and into the teens this is a good thing. Can't wait until I've made it into the two digits. Who would have thought this would be so hard?

Seems everywhere I turn there it is wanting to speak to me. Who? Spirit.

Post acupuncture session she said "shuffle these and pick more than 1 card". I chuckled thinking she's joking right? She knows I'm on a 365 day journey. But then again, she is my doc and maybe it's my prescription? So, to me this one doesn't really count since it was doctor's orders. You understand don't you?

I didn't ask about my future, nor about love, nor about career, nor about health. I didn't ask anything I just let it say what it wanted to say. Here's the line up:

Commencement - Spring represented by green flowershoot symbolizes new beginnings. It is spring time and something has started.

Seeker - Child of Wands. On this path of the seeker, investigate and explore the mysteries...belive nothing unless you know it by experience to be true. I do like to explore.

Feeler - Give spontaneous expression to all your emotions in the moment. (In healthy ways of course) Doing this allows no room for holding on to those emotions past their expiration date of "now". I'm definitely a feeler and did express myself in that last email.

Equanimity - This is the balance of mind while still being in a state of compassion. This is not a removal of emotion but a blance of thinking 'all is as it should be' and 'no one is to blame'. Complete non judgement of life.  Uhh, that's a toughy.

Surfer - Take time to decide of what emotional currents you want to ride out. There are some things in the world that do not need or deserve an emotional response and being self aware can be a great way to find the best for you. Yeah! I'm learning to surf and planted Iris a few days prior to this card.

Star - The law of luminosity is in effect for today. Be a guiding light to everyone and be the way bringer for those who have lost their self. Ask the Universe a simple question, "How may I be of service today to make the world a more beautiful place?" The name where I go is Quan Yin Healing. Coincidence? 

Those are the 6 cards. She told me that they are me so I was relieved it wasn't about 'him' or 'it'. Maybe spiritual readings can be useful. Maybe I can use them in a healthier manner. But truth be told it's like that darn half gallon of ice cream that costs less but tempts me into overindulgence. 

One bite at a time...